Huff… at first never splashed on my mind that i would choose you…
I never met you from the first time, I just trust my friend that introduce me to you.. Then see your pic..
When i saw your picture at first, i still confuse, should I choose you or the another one..
Cos I’ve met with the another, and i liked it…
But still not sure cos it relates with long term thing..
It was not easy choice between you and that one..
Both of you look alike,
The differ was i can trust you for longer time than that one.
Think think and think..
And finally, I chose you…
After had a thought here and there
Even if after I chose you, i still have to wait for Sunday to meet you….
Between want to see you, and not ready to take you as mine..
2 days ago i just read the article about Source of Gladness… and yeah that made me realize how blessed i am..everything run so smooth in here… yeah.. with lil bit this and that… but still too many things that i should be thankful more.
Yeah…the hardest temptation is not when i’m in trouble, cos that still make me remind of the Bigger Power above…cos i always have a place to talk with, to run away
But when everything run soo smooth, so well, even out of my prediction… cos that could make me ignore Him.. that can make me think all of things happen because of me, not because of Him
one quote that i remember about it
we don’t need more to be thankful, we just need to be thankful more
and today i heard from my dad…
i just had a chat with mom n dad.. * miss you…* then dad just told me…
“ta, toko sepatu gucci yang di jalan diponegoro kebakar. meninggal 4 korban, mama dan 3 anaknya. papanya berhasil selamat loncat dari lt.2″
OMG… i directly go to find the news… and dad said all tv station in dps told about that…
So sorry to hear this news(how could detik put it in detiksport?!?!?!)
I know that shop.. it’s a big shop and they’ve been there for a long time… Somehow it’s so shocking to know something that related with us (though i don’t know them, but dad said he will visit him…
I just still can’t imagine how life wait for him ahead… if i’m on his position… i can’t imagine how will it be… I mean how long do i need to survive, to get up…
To lose 3 children (they’re just 13, 10 and 6 years) and wife… suddenly like that…I’m still out of my word…
All i can do keep wish him for the best, to be strong… though i don’t know him well, to know that dad knows him, that’s enough…(moreover bro said he was our loyal customer in depot… ) aaa… so sad to hear this news
I do wish you’ll be strong to face it all, it’s not easy…really really not.. but i believe you can pass it sir..
Actually i’m lil bit down today… think about this and that.. so hard to concentrate…(feel like time runs so fast, feel like i am so sluggish, cos time wont be faster nor slower rite?)… dunno why..
Somehow this thing wakes me up again…
Just have a thought… Cherish what you can cherish for today ta, especially what’s within yourself!
Others might be much better than you (and it always be)
but don’t let that thing make you down..
Keep do your best…
though others might see it as a little thing
But it doesn’t mean you can’t do better
Not to be the best, but to be better and better
There’s no limit to be better…
파이팅 tata!!!!
* huff… gotta face tomorrow better than today…. hwaiting!!!!!*
Here come the happiest part.. and i always feel happy n release to see it..
Huaa…hugged with a big bear… * hug hug bear *
yeah.. i love taking picture with big dolls like it ^^ … so cute of them especially the bear *hug hug bearrrr* just wondering, is it hard to be inside of the doll?? may be someday wanna try it… to see others happy when see me in the doll…
It’s a happy thing, to see other happy, right?
After tiring but interesting eve n lantern festival on Saturday… woke up early (but still late ) on Sunday… cos the english class for adults @ Church will be started earlier than last week…
Ran ran ran…and arrived in the class room on time… wekekek..with breathless… hosh hosh…
And this week i had Samgyeopsal again hohoho….thank you so much 언니 (read : onni ^^) that’s my favorite food ^^ (piggi piggi… nyummy :D)
on our way to teen’s english class.. 오빠 (read : oppa) told me a surprising thing… made me speechless.. and awkward… err err…
After the class…went to look for something… then straight to Jonggak to see the festival…
at first the HiSeoul Festival…which made me stood up for 1.5 hours..but it’s lucky cos i got a high place to stand up… so i could see the parade well ^^ though it was rain… but not a big one… but still made lot of umbrellas captured in my pic
Somehow..when i saw the marching band…. i miss that… wish i could play that again ^^ * someday *…
I miss the Triol… quartom… ow..i love percussion ^^
Better pictures of Hi Seoul festival parade called “Manmindaerorak : everyone having fun in the street”, can be seen in Rika’s page here.. *she’s a good photographer ^^ n i crush on her cam hahaha :p * cos i haven’t upload it too… * though mine of course not as good as her hihihi *
After the parade, continued with “Lantern Parade” to celebrate Buddha’s birthday …
* n i’m out of batterygerrr… *
And it was interesting…
This parade made me had to walk… with my pantofel shoes (ini englishnya apa ya :p)
But interesting…Khrisna taught us to cross the street walk along with the parade and he also a good lantern stealer ^^…
Unfortunately it was rain in the end so we didn’t stay there until it finished..Again..better pictures in the parade can be seen in Rika’s place hihi *numpang ya ka :p*
Sunday was finished….but it’s not end yet hahaha…
On monday..
i went out with 언니 and her children (2 cute children) and her cousins… (yihaa… new friends…moreover, they have the same age with me ^^…)
so interesting… we went to see 언니’s picture at first…beautiful ^^ i have no talent on drawing hihi
then continued to Insa-dong (againnn :p) walked walked n walked..
Hey but i made progress…. I tried the same game again…and i put 3 sticks in the hole ^^
Had Mr.Pizza for our lunch..soo delicioussss….
took a picture with new friends in photobox ^^
Tadaaa… wekekekek… they designed it..
and to see they click click on the screen… put the cute cute things… so interesting ^^
a ya… had a pose with them also interesting…some crazy silly styles hihihi…
it’s very nice to know both of you ^^…
Yup..they are korean… and we spoke with…. both of korean and english…
*cieee….tata speaks Korean??*
no laaa… i couldn’t speak very well…but lucky Hae Yeong could speak english.. and plus..one more thing…everytime we got stuck in speaking…both of us open our AlphaLink… hihi that was funny n interesting ^^… *thnx to kak santi to lend it to me…*
After Pizza we went to Cheonggyecheon it’s a nice place…small river in the middle of crowded city..
I didn’t take many pictures… but Hae Yeoung took it..with her awesome cam ^^… another SLR… huaaa… so many SLR around me… wish i could be strong enough to save my money hahaha *to buy or not to buy hihi*
And the journey ended… what a wonderful time..
One left for the new thing ^^
6pm in dorm and time to get ready for… learning salsa hahahhaa….
Tata?? salsa… wakakaka… of course i couldn’t do it well..but why not try to learn it, while i have my friend who can teach me ^^…
Huff…what a long post… ^^
* feeling better after it *
yeah… this is totally bibim-week (bibim-bap is mixed rice in Korea ^^)
but..instead of drown away in un-good thing…let’s cheer up with happy things…
This week i walked a lot (really really walk…huff) after went to palace MyeongDong in my unlucky holiday ^^… the combo had not finish yet…
On Friday…
I went to KBRI just like last week… for rehearsal..and today we took a walk instead of bus..
Besides the yummy “nasi uduk ^^” and fried chicken… the rest were quite tiring..
yeah..before rehearsal, indonesian food will always be provided wekeke, first week were fried rice + ayam goreng serundeng, then lontong sayur in the 2nd week… nyummy ^^
Something interesting that i saw from the first time i came here… but haven’t post it ^^
and now i show it…
It’s on the lift in KB*I ^^..actually it’s my first time to see numbering system like this…
Or is it common ??? dunno…for me it’s my first time la… -1??? hmmm…. why not B gitu looo
Another thing that captured before dance rehearsal ^^
If in prev post ci wil said feminine …i think it doesn’t work for this time hihi
When i saw drum aaa…. really want to play it.. *hiiiya so contrast with ci wil ixixi*
…drummer wanna be… ^^
On Saturday..
Went to Eve Festival (one day before lantern festival) in Jeogyesa Temple
BUT…
before that we (rika, nan, kak san n me) went to Insa-dong - finally… i was here hehe -
it was very crowded… and so many foreigners… there…
It was sooo interesting… we enjoyed the FREE popcorn, drink, small choir concert.. nice one..
Then tried Korean traditional game (put the stick - like an arrow - in the hole) haiya..forgot the name…
Looks easy but… not even one stick that i put in the hole hihi…
the journey continued with took a picture with cute dolls…
it’s been my interesting to take a picture with big dolls hihi… but not the scary doll ^^ … *i always like it*
Walked walked walked and walked till the end of the road of insa-dong
then we met heri n bing..and went to Jogyesa together
In Jogyesa Temple
wawww…the lanterns were beautiful…never seen the lantern as much as this… the last one is on Disney Lantern Festival @ Senayan 2 years ago i guess… but it’s different… very colorful ^^
see…all the colorful things were lantern…
Then saw they prepared for the festival..
We went to McD (haiya, no rice package in here hihii) for dinner nyummy…
then went back to the festival…
they performed some traditional dance, music huiii sooo great… i like it so much..
unfortunately i couldn’t capture it with my cam.. cos it was dark.. and they were moving … soo i just recorded it ^^… * which make me out of space now *
I did like their performance
in the end, all the visitors were asked to dance together… joined with the crowd (in indo like “ular naga panjangnya itu loo”) sooo interesting… though it’s also tiring..
End of the festival we stopped in the coffee n beer shop… cos there were some who wanna coffee and there were some who wanna beer…
Me??? Hot cocoa… Nyummy…
Rushed for the last subway..and finally arrived in my room… then slept tightly…
hmm some of my friends asked me whether it’s holiday or not in here…
YES ^^ it’s holiday….
But, not because of the ascension of Christ (like in Indo), but it’s because of Labor Day
Hmmm actually lil bit unsure…but since my lab mate said it’s holiday..so let’s count it as an holiday though.. finally i saw some people still go to their lab today..err err… include my lab mate (which in the different room with me, but the same professor) err err… dunno la… let’s treat it as an holiday
Soo i woke up so late.. * 9am, which means 12hours of sleeping hihi… what a deep sleep.. though it made me lil bit headache * - let’s count it as the first unlucky..-
Then informed my friend that i changed my plan to go to Yonsei.. cos of headache..
The next one.. had a shower… but then…
* BLUG *
- ouch… - i fell down in the bathroom… so slippery errr… - count it as the second -
But thnx God i’m fine…just lil bit cnut cnut in my back… but everything was fine…
Next… i went to supermarket with kak icha, to buy some ingredients for our lunch.. On our way back I stopped in small resto.. and bought 닭꼬지 (chicken satay) nyummy.. especially i was hungry…
We talked while we were eating… but then….
* OUCH *
huaaa …suddenly i couldn’t speak for a while…
Haiyaaa…so hurt .. My tongue.. it was bitten
hixx… so hurt… n it was bleeding… But not too severe… but still it’s hurt *till now…feel like numb* - the third one -
Yeah..here’s the 200th post * just realized it :p *
And this post filled with happiness…cos i just from my lab mate’s place ..
T : 랩 미팅 있어요?? -is there any lab meeting-
F : 없어요… 박사님 출장이예요.. -no, prof is 출장-
T : 아… *manggut manggut*
F : Do you know 출장?
T : 네… ( i got the point but suddenly forget the word to explain going out for business purpose)
F : America 갔어요
T : 아… 감사 합니다… - thank you-
Huahuahuauha…. hepiiii… 행복해요 ^^ * poor me huh - 볼쌍히 - …Monday’s happiness so depend to the lab meeting… but let it be la… to me it’s still scary… language oh language, wish i could just swallow the babel fish.. slowly it will be interesting… just going with the flow ^^ *
Directly open my note… find out the word for 출장 (read: chuljang) cos i ever wrote it, but forget the exact words….
And it means business trip… haiya… how could i suddenly forgot it..
So.. it’s time to prepare the quiz and today’s test…
Just awake huehuehuee… not even started to lunch yet.. couple of days ago just posted about quiz n quiz… n now… being so lazy in this weekend… * tata tata…. lazy gal *
At least one list already done.. yesterdays’ quiz..ran… (i wish) well..next week the result will be given i guess..
I used to go out on weekend, but today.. hmm decided not to go laa.. lil bit tired and want to (i wish i could really do it) prepare for my Linear Algebra Quiz next Wed...
Anyway there’s a reason for wake up soo late.. *alibi :p*
Here i am still in the lab.. (@ c ceemot this is called maleman looo ;p)
dunno, lil bit bored, but if i go back to my room, i can’t sleep too.. kinda worry but also soo lazzzee…hiya..what’s up…
Actually i was reading a paper (from this afternoon) and still 10pages of paper still unfinished….then suddenly remembered of this end of month’s list…
25 April - Korean mid test @ campus…
28 April - Korean test @ City Hall (wish i could go to beginner 3 ^^)
30 April - Scary Linear Algebra Quiz (wish i could understand those notations)
hmm actually there are only 3 huh…for this week…but the Linear Algebra Quiz somehow really scare me.. and made me decided not to go for sightseeing this weekend (dunno will it change if there’s any interesting invitation ^^)
really wanna prepare for it but whyyyy so hard to start ittttt…