Well, that’s what i’m feeling this week…
Dunno did i ever write about my sleep problem or not…but this week i experienced it again😦 aruond 3 times, and it was so uncomfortable…
It was on last week after i went back from lab around 3…then discussed a bit with pan, i felt tire… and i knew that i had to wake up early for the church…
When i tried to sleep, i realized that i was too tire and lil bit hard to start to sleep😦 cos of “that”
Then on Wed morning..when i spent all the night in the lab till morning and decided not to go back to dorm till the class *oits..but i already took a bath looo, before went to lab :P*
Before the class around 7, i was soo sleepy, so i slept a while, but i was worry what if someone came, and found me sleep in the chair ㅋㅋㅋㅋ…so i set the alarm for 15minutes sleep, since people usually come around 8..
When i woke up, tried to fix some logic in the code…but sleepy again :(
So i set the alarm again…then slept…but during the sleep, i was worry if someone come (again)… so i tried to wake up… but i couldn’t…*aaa this symptom again :(*
Then it was on Friday..(or saturday morning)..cos i slept 3am after preparing the party… i wrapped the gifts for the freshmen…as much as i could…but still not finished, since so many gifts had to be wrapped…so i just stopped it till 3…cos i have to wake up early for the class..
BUT…again…i couldn’t start the sleep easily :(
Cos (again) i know…i was soo tire, and i felt like i’ll feel that symptom again…and yeah..it’s correct, it came😦 aaaa…so tiring :(…
Actually the main problem of it i think just because of too tired…but.. i couldn’t escape from it😦 assignment??? Hyuh..gotta know how to manage the time well….
Ok..the symptom is like…I slept…but when i tried to wake up..i couldn’t :(
But i realized that i already awake…but i couldn’t move my hand, nor my foot…i couldn’t control my body😦
So i tried hardly to move my body part, to wake up.. Kept wishing something could shock me, so i could totally wake up…whether it someone who call me, or my alarm…anything that could wake me up..
But there’s none..😦
It became worse when i felt breathless😦 felt so hard to take a breath..but i couldn’t wake up neither…
this feeling that make me so worry to sleep…since for me sleep suppose to be a nice time…time to take a rest, but this tiring thing made the sleeping time became a bad time :(
So usually when i knew this symptom going to come, i set an alarm around 20minutes after i started a sleep😀 so i could be shocked and awake totally, instead of “half awake”…
But when i couldn’t escape and already tired cos of trying to get awake… i just calm down my self… tried to back to sleep again..
then start to believe that i’ll be able to totally wake up in the next 5 minutes…or let’s fight again after 5 minutes hihihihi
Some people said it’s “tindihan” (indonesian word ㅋㅋㅋ since i don’t know the english word) but scientist said it’s because of the bad blood circulation…
May be since i was too tired, so the blood didn’t circulate well, when my brain asked my hand to move, there was no blood so it couldn’t be moved… *what a theory of meㅋㅋㅋ*
Fyuh..so any idea???
what should i do to escape from this symptom?
while the assignment couldn’t be avoided :(
Now i know the meaning of “have a nice sleep” greeting ^ ^..
Wish i have a nice sleep tonite🙂
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